Bangagan!
(Friday, June 17, 2005)
Andito pa ako sa Varsi. Niaantok na ako. At nagugutom. May pasok pa ako ng 8am. Ano ng nangyayari sa akin? Na wi-weirduhan na rin ako. Kanina sobrang irritable ako, parang ayoko pumasok kasi ang init-init at saka basta, ayoko makita mga profs ko at parang tinatamad ako. First day of classes pa lang kanina ayan a! Pero nandito naman ako sa office ng dis oras ng gabi! Labo. Ano ba `to.
G'luck sa aking senior year!
Me very hungry
(Sunday, June 12, 2005)
New school year. New stolen layout. Woot! Woot!
Set. My. Priorities. Straight.
(Saturday, June 04, 2005)
Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Set my priorities straight. Maybe if I repeat over and over again, I might remember it. Ehe.
Busying myself with Ustetika stuffage. I'm glad to be given this great opportunity but I'm really scared. I mean, this is big. Huge. Need to shed all this anxiety. Need to clean-up my act. Need to come up with good plans and execute them. Need loads of help from loads of people. Need cooperation and teamwork. Need God to guide me.
I'm still miffed about a lot of things, but I really don't have time to waste on unnecessary angst. Responsibilities are literally piling up! I know I can do this. And I'll do it with a high-kick! Uhm, whatever that means. Go me!
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(Wednesday, June 01, 2005)
Sabi ko hindi ako magiging bitter e! Pero bakit ang sama sama ng loob ko ngayon? Ayaw nila siguro sa akin. I think they don't trust my capabilities as a writer and a leader. They probably think I'm irresponsible. They must think I just prance around the office like some stupid kid. Ganun din siguro iniisip ng NB. Hindi naman e. Medyo lang siguro, pero naman hindi palagi.
Grabe. Nalulungkot ako. Feeling ko napaka wala kong kwenta. Bumaba yata lalo ang self-esteem ko. Excuse me, iyak lang ako sandali ha.
